Alrighty already down 5 lbs! Its not too much but it's a start! I totally fell off the wagon at least twice since I've started this thing but I'm back! I figured out what my main motivation it! I want to be able to wear the clothes I want! I hate shopping at this point because it's a reminder of how much I've let myslef go. I try on some sweet ass skinny jeans and end up looking like a busted can of biscuits:/ From now on I will buy all oif my clothes a size smaller! That ought to kick my lazy ass into gear. And I've also relized my vice...BEER! God Damn I love a good craft beer! Ive had a couple already this week. So I've created a goal outfit! Something that I want to wear so fucking bad I can taste it! Yup, thats right folks, I want to be a sexy sailor, go figure. So next Halloween if I'm not wearing this than I'm not celebrating! Now time to kick todays ass!

Ugh

Day when I can't get in my workouts I get so down:/ it pretty much ruins my whole day. Guess I will just have to do a lot of walking at work today

Positive thoughts

I've recently realized how much my thoughts affect my every day life. I was raised around negative so that's what I'm used to. Now how to change that hmmm.... Well for starters I wake up everyday and think about all of the beautiful things in my life, my job, my health, my family an friends, and most importantly my daughters! I want this to rub off on them and wake up everyday thankful for everything they have. So on that note, I shall bust my ass at the gym today and be thankful I can do that:) have a good day everyone:)

The beginning

My name is Anna Chase, I'm a 29 year old woman struggling with many inner demons, the main one being my weight. I'm starting this blog to finally hold myself accountable for my actions when it comes to my weight loss. I will upload pictures of myself later. By first appearence you may think, she's not too fat or she's freaking out about nothing but to me my appearence has been the bane of my exsistance since I had my second child. All I want is too feel good about myself and live a long time for my children. Though I know just about nothing abou fitness or health I plan of educating myself  to the best of my ability:) you may see a lot of curse words or inappropriate humor on here and that's just me, I will not apologize for that. I'm ready to live the good life, the healthy life! So this is my journey to lose 30 lbs before I'm 30:)